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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Supernatural
  Relationship:
      Castiel/Dean_Winchester, Castiel/Other(s)
  Character:
      Naomi_(Supernatural), Gabriel_(Supernatural), Zachariah_(Supernatural),
      Sam_Winchester, Hannah_(Supernatural)
  Additional Tags:
      Castiel_in_a_bikini, Castiel_wanting_to_sleep_with_dean, Castiel_wanting
      Dean, Summer, Dean_doing_gardening, Bottom_Castiel, Top_Dean, Age
      Difference, Castiel_smoking, Castiel_drinking, Castiel_being_sexual,
      Castiel_Masturbating, Dean_Winchester_masturbating, Twink_Castiel
  Stats:
      Published: 2015-09-03 Updated: 2016-09-19 Chapters: 16/? Words: 4848
****** I want you, i want you so bad ******
by huvudrollen
Summary
     One summer Dean Winchester moves in next doors to the Novak familys
     house.
     Castiel knows one thing for sure
     He wants to have sex with that man
Notes
     IM SWEDISH SO THERE MIGHT BE GRAMMAR MISTAKES
***** Spade *****
It was a sunny day in July. It was at least 78 degrees where Castiel laid in
the sun in his pink bikini. He pretended to be reading a magazine but his eyes
were busy looking at his newest target Dean Winchester. He had moved in to the
house next to the Novak families just a month ago. His parents had gossiped
about him at dinner.
”He doesn't seem like a christian!” his father had said
”No he is a man of sin” her mother had answered in disgust.
That was probably a way for them to tell Castiel to stay away from their
neighbor. But that only sparked Castiels interest
He and Gabriel had been sitting under a parasol by the pool when he had seen
Dean winchester without a shirt.
”Isn’t he gorgeous ?” Gabriel had sighed
”If someone is gonna have him then that is me” Castiel said under his breath
”Don’t worry, i have my eyes more set on his brother….. damn he is ripped”
Gabriel had said and purred
So now here he was. Castiel Novak 16 years on this world wanting nothing more
then to sleep with Dean Winchester.
He had slept with a lot of people before
His friends
Gorgeous boys from the bible camp a year ago
But those were just teenagers
He liked experienced
Old men
He wanted to feel Dean winchester inside of him
He wanted to feel Dean Winchesters hands all over him
They must be rough and strong with all the gardening work Dean does
”Excuse me for interrupting your reading but i was wondering if your family has
a spade i could borrow ?”
Castiel looks up and sees Dean winchester standing right by him
Dean Winchester alive and breathing
Did he just say something ?
”What ?”
Dean laughed a bit nervously
”Do you have a spade ?”
”Uh yeah wait a minute”
Castiel got up and made sure to wiggle his ass as he moved
He went into the storehouse that were on the side of the house
He found a spade hanging on the wall and brought it back to Dean
”Here” he smiled as he gave it to the older man
Old enough to be your dad he thought
”Ah thanks!” Dean said
Then he leaned forward until his mouth were against Castiel’s ear
”I know you haven't been reading at all” he said and smirked before he went
back to his garden.
Castiel were left blushing and with a hammering heart
***** Boobs *****
His parents had never really accepted the fact that he were 100% gay
They would always try to match their sexually active son with a blushing
virgin.
He used to be like that
Until he discovered the wonder that was anal sex
It had been at bible camp
With a boy named Inias
Of course he had been nervous
But once Inias penetrated him he knew that it was the best thing ever
Today his parents had brought a girl named Hannah to dinner
He could see that she was pretty but he didn't want to date her
More like ”i could totally have sex with you”
He liked to have sex with women sometimes
But he liked men 100% more
While their parents talked on and on about a bake sale at church
He felt Hannah’s hand on his crotch
”Mom can we be excused i need to talk to Hannah” Castiel said and glared at the
young girl who now were blushing
”Of course but keep the door open”
They went upstairs and Castiel closed the door
”Why did you do that ?!” he blurted out
She smiled slightly and started to button up her shirt
She pulled of her shirt and now her breast were out in the open
He couldn't help but stare at them slightly because they were small and firm
and…..
”I want you Castiel and i know you want me too”
He felt slightly speechless
”You are a virgin Hannah… go and find someone else to sleep with…. i’m taken
and i’m gay”
He blurted out and left.
He went outside to have a smoke
Dean Winchester sat on his patio drinking a beer and watching the sun go down
behind the trees.
When he saw Castiel he got up
”Hey i forgot to return the spade…. i hope it haven’t been missed” Dean said as
he walked over to Castiel
When he didn't get a response he got worried
”Hey has something happened ?” he asked
”Why do you care ?” Castiel sighed ”….you don't even know my name”
”Then what is your name ?”
”Shouldn’t you have asked that a week ago when you borrowed this stupid spade
?….. very unprofessional Dean” he sighed
Dean didn't care to as how he knew his name
”Did your parents do something ?” Dean asked
Castiel took a blow from the cigarette
”I have only talked to you once Dean Winchester, why are we suddenly getting
friendly now ?” he asked
Well you have watched me work shirtless in my garden most of the summer Dean
thought
Castiel suddenly groaned and butted his cigarette
”Fine! A girl my parents are trying to hook me up with tried to sleep with me,
and really the only time i like girls are when i’m drunk because then i can
pretend it’s a boy” Castiel said
Dean nodded
”Don’t you think you are bisexual with a preference for men ?”
”No! I could never see myself sober with a girl!”
The sun had now gone down in the horizon
”And now you are out here to avoid all of this right ?” Dean asked
The younger man nodded
”Well you could come and hide out at my place…. I know we have only been
friends for a week and and I'm old enough to be your dad…. But you seem like a
interesting kid” Dean said
Now Castiel started to doubt about this gorgeous hot as fuck man
Maybe he was a serial killer ?
But in some way he nodded and followed Dean inside his house
***** Sauna *****
Castiel and his best friend Charlie often went to the local spa
Heavenly escape
Charlie thought it was a privilege for them as two teenagers to get to relax at
spas just like the adults did
So thats where they were now
He and Charlie sat in a sauna at the local spa when the question came
”So how is Dean ?” she asked and smirked
The time he had spent with Dean after the boob fiasco had been magical
Dean had showed him some of his favorite horror movies and classic rock
They had argued loudly about which Led Zeppelin song that was the best
And they had eaten ice cream and talked
There had been a moment at the end of the night
When their faces were close together and they had almost kissed
But then Dean pulled away
Castiel felt his face and ears heat up
”He is…. amazing” he said
Charlie made a whistling sound
”Have any action happened yet ?” she asked
Charlie had always been overly interested in Castiel’s sex life
Maybe he should match up that Hannah girl with Charlie so they could have sex
so she would stop asking
”We almost kissed so i guess that is something” Castiel said
They were alone so really they could be how open they wanted
”Imagine if he would come in here naked with his big dick hanging between his
legs and he would look at you and growl and then you would fuck right here
right now” Charlie said
The thought turned Castiel on a tiny bit
”Someone is horny” Castiel said and looked up at Charlie
It had happened they had done favors for each other sometimes
Friends helping friends right ?
”The thought of you having sex with him turns me on more then anything!”
Castiel got closer to Charlie and kissed her awkwardly
When the kiss ended she shook her head
”Feels better with a girl, why do you have so easy to get laid while i cant
find any women interested in women ?” she sighed
Castiel smiled sadly and side hugged her
”One day you will meet someone just like you, one day”
***** The Guy *****
Castiel were at a party making out with a guy that was in college
He were on the guys lap feeling his erection pressing up his ass
In his mind he imagined that it was Dean under him
The thought made his body fill with arousal
In the background some sappy song played that none really listened to
Castiel moved his hands over the guys body
He grinded down on his and heard the guy moan
Between drunken flirting and slight sluring he hadn't caught the guys name
But it wouldn't matter in the morning
The guy fucked him into the couch with no mercy
But Castiel didn’t feel good about this
Not at all
It was almost like he wished for it to be over soon
He had to stop with this…..
One day
In the morning he crawled out of the mans grip and made a quick escape from the
party
He walked in the morning fog in only small shorts and a tank top
His body ached from the night before and he still felt hungover
He passed a Mcdonalds and decided to order a cheeseburger for breakfast
They made him very happy
He hated the town he lived in
Hated it
One day he would get out
He climbed up the tree leaning against his window
He undressed
And went to bed
Just like nothing had happened
***** Fantasy *****
Chapter Notes
     The long awaited continuation is here! I'm so sorry it took an entire
     year to update this. It were just that i weren't that happy with this
     fanfic. I were 100% convinced that this fanfic were shit and no-one
     liked it but then i saw that there were people who actually said "You
     should write more of this" and "this needs more chapters". And
     therefor i decided that "Okay I'm gonna be productive and update
     this". As this fanfic is the most read supernatural fanfic on my AO3
     which is crazy. But i promise that now I'm gonna try and update as
     often as i can! So therefor i give you this very steamy chapter (it
     had even me feeling hot and bothered)
Castiel laid on his bed playing with himself
His hand travelled down his body
And if he closed his eyes he could imagine that it was Dean
His hand brushed over his cock and then over the curve of his ass
With his other hand he took out the lubed up dildo and pretended that it was
Dean
Castiel poured a generous amount of lube onto the dildo and on his hand
He spent a few minutes opening himself up before he placed the dildo by his
opening
”oh yes….” he panted
His cock were rock hard and stood up against his stomach
”Please Dean, please”
He gasped loudly as he pressed the dildo into his ass and imagined that it was
Dean
He imagined that it was Dean, hard and filling up every space in his body
Dean putting his hands on Castiel’s hips and starting to fuck up into him
Dean who groaned into his ear and told Cas how tight and warm he was
Deans balls who slapped against Cas firm round ass
Dean who came inside of him and reached down his hand to jerk Castiel to orgasm
”Dean Dean Dean!”
Castiel came screaming Dean’s name
***** Lemonade *****
Castiel laid in his sun chair drinking lemonade and watching Dean Winchester
By his side his best friend and older brother Gabriel were
”You need to make a move on him somehow Cassie” Gabriel said and finished
putting on sun cream
”But how Gabriel how????” Cas asked loudly ”I’m sixteen for fucks sake and he’s
like 35!!!”
Gabriel chuckled ”someones sexually frustrated” he said and took up his
magazine
”Of course i am, have you even seen him…. he’s all muscles and he’s really nice
and he likes rock music and horror movies and he’s the perfect guy for me
Gabriel!”
”Who is 19 years older then you” Gabriel added and smirked before receiving a
slap on the shoulder from Castiel
”Shut up he’s wonderful” Cas said and studied Dean who were currently
replanting the rose bush he had planted yesterday
”He probably thinks you are a stalker” Gabriel said and interrupted Castiel
from his Dean watching
”Shut up we are friends” he said and looked at Dean as he brushed the sweat
from his forehead with the back of his hand
”Then if you two are friends then go and talk to him cause i don't think you
dare” Gabriel said and gave Cas a smirk
Castiel stood up
”Fine! I will go and talk to him!” he said and took Gabriels untouched glass of
lemonade and made his way to the Winchester garden
He felt nervously kick in
”this is crazy!” he thought as he walked over to were Dean sat crouched
replanting his rose bush
”Okay if you could suck those guys dicks on camera then you can do this” Cas
thought before he cleared his throat and asked
”Can i offer a glass of fresh squeezed lemonade ?”
Dean looked up and smiled
”Why thank you Cas” he smiled and took the glass of lemonade and swallowed it
all down
Castiel watched the way Dean’s adams apple bobbed as he drank
”Sooo…. what are you doing ?” Cas asked when Dean had finished the glass of
lemonade
Dean smiled and brushed off the sweat from his forehead again
”Cas i’m not sure you are that interested to hear about how i’m replanting my
rose bush” he said and smiled up at him
Cas suddenly felt very naked in his pink bikini when he had Dean Winchesters
gaze at him like that
”No maybe not….” he said and out his arms over his chest
Castiel were about to go when Dean said
”Your parents are going out of town over the weekend and they asked me to baby
sit you so come to my house at seven on friday okay ?”
Castiel felt his heart skip a beat before saying
”Okay!”
***** Harry Styles poster *****
Castiel sat on a patio with Gabriel
They were at someones party at someones house
Neither of them could really remember who invited them
”So thanks to our stupid parents you will get to spend an entire weekend with
Dean at his house ?” Gabriel asked and took a drag of his cigarette
Castiel nodded ”Isn’t it great Gabriel ?!”
He had been full of excitement over this weekend ever since Dean told him two
days ago
”If you manage to get him to sleep with you then you need to tell me every
detail after okay ?” Gabriel asked and took another draw of his cigarette
”Not if, i will get to sleep with him!” he corrected and took Gabriels
cigarette
”But you need to come prepared cause I'm pretty sure that those winchester
dicks are pretty gigantic!” Gabriel said
”Yeah yeah” Cas said and got up to get them some drinks
The party were crowded and people were dancing and making out at every corner
At the bar he ordered two gin and tonic before he scanned the crowd
Okay he were out after Dean but that didn't mean he couldn't enjoy himself
until he had Deans actual penis forcing it’s way into his ass
He spotted a guy that he got eye contact with
Castiel forgot all about Gabriel and his drink and made his way towards the guy
15 minutes later Castiel found himself riding the guy on a bed in a bedroom
that looked like it belonged to a tween
Castiel tried to ignore the gaze of Harry Styles from one of the many one
direction posters that were plastered on the walls
He rode the guy harder and closed his eyes and whispered
”Harry Styles go and fuck yourself” as he came
***** Burgers *****
Castiel showed up at Deans house at seven as promised
According to Castiel’s parents the very conservative Mr and Mrs Novak, Dean
would be giving him dinner that night so Cas hadn't bothered to eat at home
Castiel knocked on Dean’s door
Before he had gone to Dean’s house there had been a huge debate between Castiel
and Gabriel on whether Cas should wear revealing or non revealing clothes.
Gabriel thought Cas should wear revealing clothes
While Castiel wanted to look proper in front of the love of his life
Finally they had managed to make an agreement and now Castiel stood in front of
Deans door this hot summer evening wearing a tank top and pants that sat way
too low on his hips
It took a minute before Dean opened the door and greeted him with the smile
that had charmed Cas in the first place
”Hi Cas” he said and moved to the side so Castiel could step inside
Castiel didn't want to question the use of Cas
As all he could imagine was Dean moaning ”Cas Cas Cas” into his ear as he came
inside him
Castiel stepped inside and put down his bag with a change of clothes for the
two days he would spend there
They smiled at each other and Castiel noticed the way Dean checked him out
”I made burgers for dinner, i remember you said something about how they make
you very happy” Dean said and looked at his feet
He were nervous Cas noted
Just like him
”Yes you were right on that” Cas smiled and walked into Dean’s house
It looked a lot like his own families house but just more personal and messy
He sat down in front of the television where Dean had put their meal
His heart warmed
Maybe this meant Dean liked him too
When Dean had sat down next to him they went to work on eating
Castiel watched curiously as Dean put different kinds of mustards and onions
and sauces on his burgers
”The more the better” Dean said when he noticed Cas stare
Castiel nodded in agreement
He focused on the tv and noticed they were watching a episode of fear factor
His eyes went many times to Deans crotch that were everything he had ever
desired
***** Paper thin wall *****
Castiel laid in the bed in Dean’s guest room
In his head he thought about the night that had been
Dean had chatted with him about their common interests of slasher movies and
classic rock
Castiel had managed to make Dean laugh on various occasions through the night
Dean and Castiel had stood on Dean’s porch and shared a cigarette and talked
about life and watched the stars
His heart beat violently in his chest
He were almost scared it would jump out of his chest
Castiel knew that he were deeply and madly in love with Dean Winchester
Suddenly he heard a moan
Castiel sat straight up in his bed and pressed his ear against the wall
Only a paper thin wall separated them and Castiel were really really sure that
was a moan
He listened closer and gasped as he heard Dean moaning his name
Cas wanted to go into the room and watch Dean
He wanted to watch as Dean stroked his fat cock and moaned his name
oh god Dean moaned his name
”Cas…. Cas yes” he heard Dean moan followed by the familiar sound of skin skin
slapping against skin as Dean jerked himself off
Cas pressed his hand down against his hardening erection and rubbed it as he
listened to Dean moan his name
It felt like he had gone to heaven
***** Park bench *****
”….and he moaned your name as he masturbated ??” Charlie and Gabriel asked at
the same time after hearing Castiel’s story
It had been two days since he came home from his weekend with Dean
They had a pretty awkward morning after the masturbating incident were Dean
asked Cas if he had heard anything weird the night before and Cas lied and said
”No, fell asleep right away!”.
During Saturday Cas had finally met the mysterious Sam Winchester that Gabriel
were crazy for
Sam were nice and smart and muscular and sexy
But he were Gabriels! he reminded himself
Sam stayed for dinner and he and Castiel bonded over Jane Austen
The last night at Dean’s house had been silent and in the morning Castiel’s
parents came home and that was it
Castiel had failed to get Dean to even try to get into his pants
Now Castiel sat on a park bench with his two best friends discussing the night
Dean winchester masturbated to the thought of him
A bunch of mothers glared angrily at them for discussing sex in front of their
children
”I heard him come to the thought of me and it was the hottest moment of my
life!” Cas said
”You are so lucky!” Charlie said ”Why do you get all the action while i get
nothing ?” she said
”You will get action someday honey” Gabriel said before slamming his fist into
the table
”Cassie we need to figure out how you will make a move on Dean” he said
Charlie nodded in agreement
”I don’t want to scare him away…. isn't it better if me and him fall in love
with each other first….” Castiel said and mumbled the last part
Both Gabriel and Charlie gasped
”Did Castiel just say that he wants a relationship ?” Charlie asked
”Yes Charlie i think so!” Gabriel said and crossed his legs and stared at Cas
”Castiel wants a boyfriend!” they both said at the same time
Castiel rolled his eyes and lit a cigarette
”So what ? Dean and i have the same interests so what is the problem if i want
a relationship with him”
Gabriel smiled at him
”Theres nothing wrong with that its just that we are not used to hearing that
you want a relationship considering you are more of a one night stand person”
Gabriel said
”We live through you all after all” Charlie said
Suddenly a mother walked towards them
”Could you please leave the park ? this is a no smoking area!” the mother said
angrily and pointed at a ”no smoking” sign
Castiel rolled his eyes and stood up ”oh go fuck yourself” he said and butted
the cigarette at the no smoking sign and then left the park
***** Pop tart *****
Castiel stood in the kitchen and warmed a pop tart in the middle of the night
as he suddenly saw Dean Winchester coming home from what Castiel guessed were
the bar while being accompanied by a woman
Okay Castiel were maybe a bit stalkerish but it were for a good cause okay ?
The pop tart popped out from the toaster and Castiel watched as Dean Winchester
kissed the woman that had followed him home
His heart beat a like a ping pong ball and Castiel wanted to die
What if that was Dean’s girlfriend and Castiel had been wrong all summer
Maybe Dean hadn't checked him out at all
Maybe Dean hadn't moaned his name ?
Maybe this was a woman named Cassandra who Dean also called Cas
All Castiel wanted to do was to sink through the floor and die
***** Cabin *****
Mr and Mrs Novak decided spontaneously that they would go on a camping trip to
Canada for two weeks with their two teenage sons
And it was on that trip in the middle of nowhere that Castiel met him
Lucifer Milton
He were definitely enough for Castiel to be able to forget about Dean for a
while
It still hurt though
Lucifer were very easy to seduce and quick Castiel had him around his finger
with just a bit of fluttering of his eye lashes and swaying of his ass
Lucifer had invited Castiel to his cabin and both of them knew what were coming
An hour later Cas found himself on his knees between Lucifers spread legs with
Lucifers cock down his throat
”Is this what you want Cassie ?, want my cock in that lily-white ass of yours”
As if Castiel hadn't heard that line before
”Want to be stuffed full like a turkey on thanksgiving” Lucifer continued
Well that was a new one Cas thought as he felt Lucifer starting to fuck his
mouth
Castiel’s thoughts drifted away and he thought about if there would be a cock
sucking olympics
Cas would probably win
He were a champion at sucking cocks
After a while Lucifer came down his throat with a groan
”Did it…. go for you ?” Lucifer asked as Castiel wiped off the cum from his
chin
”Yes” Cas lied and got up
”I should get going before my parents notice I'm gone”
Lucifer quickly came out of the after glow
”Please come back another time cause that was amazing”
Castel smiled a bit at that
”I will try”
***** Canada *****
The next two weeks were a blur for Castiel
Good christian son at day
Cock slut at night
He and Lucifer had quiet the few sexual encounters
And Lucifer proved in every way that he were a god
One night Lucifer fucked Castiel so hard in his car that the whole car shook
Another night they fucked against a wall so harshly that Castiel had bruises on
his back for the next three weeks
And then it were time to go home and they finished it off with a bang and
Castiel made a bunch of empty promises that he would call Lucifer once he were
in Canada again
But they both knew it were a lie
And then suddenly he were back to the harsh reality and he found himself
standing in the window of the kitchen in the middle of the night watching Deans
empty house and thinking about that Dean were someone else’s and Cas would
probably never be Dean’s
Cause it were the truth
Right ?
***** Pervert *****
Dean Winchester were a 35 year old man who were very lonely
It wasn't that he had it hard for himself to find someone who would want to be
in a relationship with him or have a one night stand
No quiet the opposite, males and females threw themselves at him at the bars
and clubs he went to
But he always felt
Meh
They all were the same old boring people who would rather swim with the flow
then against it
So when Dean Winchester moved into the ”too big for one person” house at Dylie
lane he were pretty sure that he would spend the rest of his life alone
But then he met him
Castiel were a odd kid who spent every afternoon sunbathing in this pink tiny
bikini while watching Dean work in his garden
It were Sam who had first acknowledged that Dean had an admirer
And since then Dean started working shirtless cause the thought that this boy
who lived next door spent every afternoon of the week watching Dean were a
pretty huge turn on
And then Dean started talking to the kid and he found that Castiel Winchester
were pretty darn attractive unclose and very very nice
They shared the same interests and man…..
Then came the wet dreams and it all flew to hell from there
”Dude do you have a crush or something on that Casteel kid ?” Sam had asked
when he had been over for dinner a week ago and Dean had stupidly blushed and
said that he did not have a crush and Castiel who were 16 years old and then he
corrected Sam once again that it were Castiel not Casteel
He were not a pervert
Not a pervert
Not a pervert
Not a pervert
***** Kiss *****
Dean realized there were something wrong when Castiel were absent from his
usual spot in the garden for weeks
So therefor he decided to take it into his own hands and knock on Castiel’s
door when he were sure that Mr and Mrs Novak were at work
”Go away” Cas said as he opened the door and shut it in Dean’s face
”Cas please tell me what I've done wrong….” Dean said and opened the door again
Castiel looked at him a long while before letting it all out
”I hate you because you are so stupidly perfect and for the first time i want a
relationship with you instead of just sex and then you suddenly show up at your
house with a woman that is probably your girlfriend and….”
Dean pulls Cas into a kiss
Their lips meet and it felt like electricity
It lasted for what felt like forever before they pulled away from each other
”Dean…… I”
”I really like you Cas” Dean said and kissed Castiel’s pink lips again
”That woman were just a one night stand she didn't mean anything….” He said
before their lips met once again
”I really really like you too” Cas said
And then their lips met one more time
***** Floor *****
Castiel closed the door and sunk to a sitting position on the floor
Dean had kissed him
Dean had kissed him
Dean had kissed him
His heart beat violently in his chest
”Cas who was at the door ?” Gabriel asked, newly out of the shower. His hair
still wet and dripping
”Dean….” Cas said breathlessly
”Where is that fucker ?? I will give him a good beating for leading you on and
breaking your heart!” Gabriel said and clenches his fists
”Dean kissed me” Castiel said and couldn't stop smiling
Gabriel looked at Castiel very surprised
”Really ?”
Cas nodded. Their eyes met and they squealed excitedly
”So are you two a thing now ?” he asked smiling
Castiel shook his head ”no or…. i don't know”
Gabriel got up ”Okay I'm gonna go and call Charlie cause you need to tell us
everything!”
”Okay” Cas smiles
He loved his friends
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